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my babie bois, Bing and Jia 🥺✨(wip)[(kinda) RANTING]👇
sadly it's not finished :( this is an older version of the wip, the current wip file is no longer here so this could be a forever wip ༼;´༎ຶ ۝ ༎ຶ༽
AND I AIN'T GONNA SACRIFICE MY INSANITY FOR THE THIRD TIME FOR IT

after my brother updated his PC, I redownload medibang since it got deleted
it also means I downloaded a newer version of it and idk how to download the older version
AND THE PROGRAM BECAME SO WEIRD ಠ益ಠ WHENEVER I TRIED TO SAVE MY DRAWING, THE PROGRAM HAVE TO GO THROUGH A "(Not Responding)" STATE FIRST KSHDKS

a few days ago, I make a second file for this drawing since there's so many wrong things about it and I'm gonna change it
I was redrawing Bing's clothes, Jia's gold thingy on his hair with his ribbon, AND I WAS STRUGGLING SO MUCH WITH JIA'S BANGS AND IT TOOK LIKE 2 HOURS UNTIL I'M SOMEWHAT-SATISFIED
my eyes felt so heavy bc I spend too much time in front of my computer trying to fix Jia's bang 😭 so I save it, thinking of going to sleep after it.
then I wait as it goes white for a few seconds with "(Not Responding)" on top
BUT IN THE MIDDLE OF THOSE FEW SECONDS, MY FUCKING ELECTRICITY FLICKS OFF (a flash lights out)
AND THE COMPUTER DIED NOT FULLY SAVING THE FILE (ノಠ益ಠ)ノ
I WAS SO SHOCKED MY EYES WEREN'T TIRED ANYMORE
it has backup but the backup was not the recent one, so I have to redraw his bang again ༼;´༎ຶ ۝ ༎ຶ༽

AND TODAY–
I WAS FIXING HIS BANGS AGAIN, AND AFTER THAT, I STRUGGLE WITH HIS SIDE HAIR 😥
after feeling somewhat-satisfied, I save the file, AND IT FRICKING CRASHES 😭
the file is no longer 😢 and I don't wanna go back to square one with this file 😭
Dec 28, 2020
#mdzs
#oc
#digital
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They both are so beautiful 🌸🌸💜
YOU MUST HAVE BEEN THROUGH A LOT!!! HONESTLY YOU HAVE SO MUCH PATIENCE TO DO IT MORE THAN LIKE TWO TIMES. RIP YOUR EYES YOUR HANDS YOUR TIME. BUT THE ART IS SO GOOD THOUGH?? IT DIDN'T REALLY GO TO WASTE YOU KNOW I LOVE THIS