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im waiting for my roommate/best friend to get up so she can tell me if shes free to hang out today (im going to be so depressed if she says we can't) (shes at her boyfriend's) (she's been home for 3 days and ive only seen her for 20 minutes bc shes been with her bf the whole time) (i hate being the second choice)Dec 27, 2023
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bro splitting so hard rn 
worms in my brain telling me she hates me and i need to cut her out of my life
worms in my brain telling me she hates me and i need to cut her out of my life•
•i also have to take care of her cats bc shes away so much and im lowkey starting to get passive aggresive ab it
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last time i got the courage to ask to cuddle she said "sorry im going to my bfs apartment cause he's lonely" OK WHAT AB ME IM LONELY TOO ive been ur friend for 9 years — hahahahhaha
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guys when does the codependency honeymoon phase of the relationship wear off im starting to get impatient its been three months and she's starting to spend MORE time with him (i didnt know that was even possible) I've talked to her ab it but maybe i should just cut her off??? and find someone else to be my best friend?? bc frankly it doesnt even feel like we're friends anymore lol 
sorry im venting
sorry im venting•
