@roku_chan's post on Artfol
Tw:ed triggers and talking about foodReally, don't open this if you're struggling
So, i recently got diagnosed with anorexia.
I didn't tell my dad because i know he would either invalidate me or exagerate the problem (which i know is a big issue, but he would find a way to always mention it)
At around five pm i asked him if i could eat the cous cous with vegetables left from lunch, because i was genuinely hungry and btw i am trying to find balance.
And he came out with such triggering bullshit such as that i am not hungry i am just bored, i don't exercise as much as i should, and that if i eat "a second lunch", the way he defined it, it would just transform into fat in my body
NOW HOW TF AM I SUPPOSED TO BEHAVE???
I am already struggling with my own voices in my head, i don't need a physical person telling me i need to lose weight and to resist the urge of hunger
And this is not even the first time he said such shit regarding food
I need to get out of this house asap, but i know that sadly this won't happen soonJun 19, 2022
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I'm really sorry you have to deal with that :( I hope you're getting the help you need. Please ignore your father, and listen to your body when it asks you to eat. Your health should always come first. Sending support 
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•Damn I wonder why you have an ed :/ That's so shitty of him, I'm sorry you have to go through that. You don't deserve it.
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•Oh and he just came at me proudly with a bowl of milk and powdered cocoa telling me to try a spoon of it and eventually eat all of it right before dinner what the-
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