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I feel like shit and i don't know why i even want to share this but whatever
Don't read this unless you are ready for a stranger's heavy thoughts. Do you want them? Really?
There is so much i cannot put into words, but it stings and i want to scream and destroy something, and when i realise i have more years of putting up with this, not being able to stand up, to say a word because it will put me in danger, i want to stop existing for some time
Am i a coward for not telling my dad to stop saying things like "hormonal deviations" about trans people? About my people?
Or is it a justified fear?
I want to escape this reality. I want to live in a fucking commune or something, as long as it lets me be free and talk to my people instead of forcing myself to not run away from the room every time i sense a comment coming, because that will only raise more questions
I don't want to
I don't know
I want to be with my peopleDec 19, 2021
Don't read this unless you are ready for a stranger's heavy thoughts. Do you want them? Really?
There is so much i cannot put into words, but it stings and i want to scream and destroy something, and when i realise i have more years of putting up with this, not being able to stand up, to say a word because it will put me in danger, i want to stop existing for some time
Am i a coward for not telling my dad to stop saying things like "hormonal deviations" about trans people? About my people?
Or is it a justified fear?
I want to escape this reality. I want to live in a fucking commune or something, as long as it lets me be free and talk to my people instead of forcing myself to not run away from the room every time i sense a comment coming, because that will only raise more questions
I don't want to
I don't know
I want to be with my peopleDec 19, 2021
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