@da_key's post on Artfol

Tomorrow I'm finally going to see my doctor about a personal recovery program for my poor legs. Can't wait. And then I'm going to get a cane, not sure which I'm more excited about.

My mom keeps nudging me that it's temporary and I won't need it forever and -
God I want to move out
I am happy to get a mobility aid let me have this
Aug 11, 2022
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Congratulations, recovery is hard. I know it's easy to be swayed you're human we all have that inclination. But you DO deserve to be happy! You are getting a mobility aid and that is AWESOME, I am literally SO PROUD OF YOU keep it up. As hard as it might get you got this, and regardless temporary, permanent it affects you now and that's all you have to go on. Making it better day by day is the best you can do ♡ I'm rooting for you ♡
I hate how easily influenced I am
I'm feeling guilty about being happy and even about the very idea of getting a cane WHAT THE FUCK
I had a bad sleep so I'm salty
Can't wait to start doing things like I've always wanted and be told I've changed