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• FERRETSTAR, TIMBERSTRIKE, ROSEWHISPER •hello !

i wanted to explain where i have been, i know me disappearing is really normal but this time there is an actual reason other than laziness

so basically, im 18 and still live with my parents, i do not have my full license yet and therefore do not have a job, so ofc im very reliant on my dads income, as my mother does not work (she does everything else at the house)

my parents relationship has never been good, which is fine, i dont really like my dad and to just put it simply i think he is a bad person and treats my mother horribly. so, them splitting is a net positive, however,

my father called up my bother asking him if he and his wife want to buy the house since hes going to be putting it up for sale. he did not tell my mother of this, and she only found out after my brother told her. his plan, from what my sister has told me since he refuses to explain things to me and my mother, is to get a plot of land and an rv so he can travel, and to see his son who lives 2 hours away. neither of us have a problem with this, the problem if he told NOBODY, he did not give us time to prepare, he didn't ask us, like i said, the only reason we know anything is from my siblings. my mother does not work, she has not savings, i have no other option other than staying with her, because i would rather cut myself than live with my dad alone (he also never asked me if i wanted to live with him, my plan, anything lol), and this, combined with the way he treats my mother and just simply the person he is (moron conspiracy theorist hateful drunk) has made these past few days very stressful.

I also was just in a rut of sorts before this happened, which is very common for me during the summers, so this has only really made it worse. im not sure how the future is gonna look, thankfully my brother is still going to let us stay with his family until we have another option, but still, its all very stressful.

i think life will start to get a little better when college starts, cause even tho its online, at least it gives me SOMETHING to look forward to.

i dont want people to feel bad for me, i just want to explain my absence, why i will be absent in the future, and why it make take me awhile to get back in the groove of things.

anyway warrior cats am i right
Jul 21, 2025
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the plants in the drawing are fox sedge, butterfly weed, and maidenhair fern. the eggs are cardinal eggs, all native to kentucky !

fox sedge can be used for weaving and as a kinda rope (i imagne the cats use it for dens), and butterfly weeds roots can be used for belly problems, however it can be toxic to pregnant and nursing woman. The cats use the roots for medicine, and the flowers for nests, decorations, and graves. the fern is just a fern lol