

"LEAVE!" - I hissed to myself

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Lately I rly pressure myself a lot with the fact that my art basically has no goal or meaning.It's literally "trash" - (I am not saying it's bad) - it feels meaningless sometimes, even though it's not? Can anyone relate?
Like I want to have a concept, a goal with my art, mby a message and even a style.. But there is not. Just chaos, randomly expressions my feelings or whatever, many mixed materials and styles.
Rn I wish the chaos to #LEAVE!
Me not messy- just It's hard to set a clear goal when so much is going on in my life an head.
For art I never had a clear goal. Just cannot decide, I love so many different directions.
What do you think?Apr 20, 2021
#depressed
#overthinking
#advice
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I mean Iβm trying to teach myself to draw for fun lately but art with βmeaningβ can be more personal
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β’It makes sense and I've definitely felt the same. I don't have any advice though, sorry.
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β’@nonbinaryartist (β‘^β^β‘) first of all, thankful for your sincere answer and
2nd of all it didn't brother me the last 7 years, I just did whatever seemed fun to me. I am still having fun
-but I thought if I want to actually do art professional- or if I want to achieve more, I need more system / clearness or meaning behind my art.
Without that I won't give people much reason to come back to me/ my art :$
the 7 past years didn't helped me with making some decision regarding my style ( it even got worse because there are so many different things that are fascinating in art to me ). - so I thought mby it would help if I choose temporary topics for example every 4 weeks ..
Then it could start to have at least a concept with some sort of consistency - just wonder if that's not too boring for others XD...
2nd of all it didn't brother me the last 7 years, I just did whatever seemed fun to me. I am still having fun
-but I thought if I want to actually do art professional- or if I want to achieve more, I need more system / clearness or meaning behind my art.
Without that I won't give people much reason to come back to me/ my art :$
the 7 past years didn't helped me with making some decision regarding my style ( it even got worse because there are so many different things that are fascinating in art to me ). - so I thought mby it would help if I choose temporary topics for example every 4 weeks ..
Then it could start to have at least a concept with some sort of consistency - just wonder if that's not too boring for others XD...
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