@Tiane's post on Artfol
Okay, my babes.
STORYTIME FOR TODAY:
So my international woman's day began with an overly long night and a puzzling morning, which was fine since I figured, hey, let's chill today and take care of ourselves (we love & need that).
So I took a great shower and dressed myself in a fancy ball gown and some casual tees to make it look like a gorgeous skirt. (You know, I wanted to feel like an old goodness on March 8th, and I did.. even though I did feel insecure for a second, but I was able to brush that off)
Skip forward to
after work wasn’t super fun but u know not not emotionally draining either. 
So my older brother went shopping after work and asked if I wanted to join him or at the very least pick him up. After verifying if a car was available, I answered yes (and went back to work) - I completely lost track of time - my colleague said, "Hey, aren't you meant to pick up your bro?" - FUCK
That's how it all began. I tend to work longer than necessary since I enjoy it when things are completed, so I pushed to finish this, especially because it was very important , and then rushed out.
Then my dog seemed to need to go out (with the most chaotic energy ever)
uf
Suddenly my grandma pops up out of nowhere and stressed me even more because she constantly keeps calling the dog (like a maniac) even though she never comes & I told her not do do that - and stress just multiples when thing come together.
Turns out my dog didn't need to go outside (wow, thanks for nothing, and he still pooped in my art studio -_-)
After failing to find the only pair of comfortable shoes I own, I gave up and chose one of the most inconvenient. (There is only one pair that fits me, but they mysteriously vanished two days ago, forcing me to wear the ones that rly hurt when I walk around too much, resulting in blisters.)
Finally I’m in the car, ready to drive! Let’s go. still thinks abt all that stuff that went wrong and abt how I don’t rly feel good lately & BÄAAAM!
I drove again the garage door rail and basically destroyed the door garage it… which now won’t close… the car luckily has only some deeper scratches but nothing too serious. - VERY FRUSTRATED ME is like FUUUUUUUCK… WHY!? I was so distracted that I only watched one side driving back an didn’t realize how far off I was
I informed my dad and just drove to get my bro.
starts crying in the car because she feels worthless and detests the fact that she is unable to function
& it all boils down to a negative thought loop
that is really overwhelming, especially since I haven't been feeling well lately (and I am basically unable to finish anything and feel extreme unproductive, bad for not being able to do stuff at all or do them at least somehow correct)
So, sorry for my rant; I know it's nothing compared to what others go through, but I've been emotionally drowning lately, and it's adding to the darkness that I'm experiencing as a result of the anxiety that I've had for a while but was completely unaware of how big it was / or how much it could affect me -
I hope you had a better day, and thank you for taking the time to read this...
…Mar 8, 2022
STORYTIME FOR TODAY:
So my international woman's day began with an overly long night and a puzzling morning, which was fine since I figured, hey, let's chill today and take care of ourselves (we love & need that).
So I took a great shower and dressed myself in a fancy ball gown and some casual tees to make it look like a gorgeous skirt. (You know, I wanted to feel like an old goodness on March 8th, and I did.. even though I did feel insecure for a second, but I was able to brush that off)
Skip forward to
after work wasn’t super fun but u know not not emotionally draining either. So my older brother went shopping after work and asked if I wanted to join him or at the very least pick him up. After verifying if a car was available, I answered yes (and went back to work) - I completely lost track of time - my colleague said, "Hey, aren't you meant to pick up your bro?" - FUCK
That's how it all began. I tend to work longer than necessary since I enjoy it when things are completed, so I pushed to finish this, especially because it was very important , and then rushed out.
Then my dog seemed to need to go out (with the most chaotic energy ever)
uf Suddenly my grandma pops up out of nowhere and stressed me even more because she constantly keeps calling the dog (like a maniac) even though she never comes & I told her not do do that - and stress just multiples when thing come together.
Turns out my dog didn't need to go outside (wow, thanks for nothing, and he still pooped in my art studio -_-)
After failing to find the only pair of comfortable shoes I own, I gave up and chose one of the most inconvenient. (There is only one pair that fits me, but they mysteriously vanished two days ago, forcing me to wear the ones that rly hurt when I walk around too much, resulting in blisters.)
Finally I’m in the car, ready to drive! Let’s go. still thinks abt all that stuff that went wrong and abt how I don’t rly feel good lately & BÄAAAM!
I drove again the garage door rail and basically destroyed the door garage it… which now won’t close… the car luckily has only some deeper scratches but nothing too serious. - VERY FRUSTRATED ME is like FUUUUUUUCK… WHY!? I was so distracted that I only watched one side driving back an didn’t realize how far off I was
I informed my dad and just drove to get my bro.
starts crying in the car because she feels worthless and detests the fact that she is unable to function
& it all boils down to a negative thought loop
that is really overwhelming, especially since I haven't been feeling well lately (and I am basically unable to finish anything and feel extreme unproductive, bad for not being able to do stuff at all or do them at least somehow correct)So, sorry for my rant; I know it's nothing compared to what others go through, but I've been emotionally drowning lately, and it's adding to the darkness that I'm experiencing as a result of the anxiety that I've had for a while but was completely unaware of how big it was / or how much it could affect me -
I hope you had a better day, and thank you for taking the time to read this...
…Mar 8, 2022#storytime
#day
Comments
Oof Oh no sweets. I know it’s a bit late and I hope you’re feeling better a week later now. A lot of little things can easily pile up and become something big, your feelings are valid no matter what other people are going through. Sending some good vibes
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Dang 
I’m glad you at least didn’t ram full speed into the garage and get injured, creatives tend to disappear for 3 months and come back like “hey sorry I was hospitalized :3”
I’m glad you at least didn’t ram full speed into the garage and get injured, creatives tend to disappear for 3 months and come back like “hey sorry I was hospitalized :3”•
•Damn. But no worries. The garage door can be fixed. On the upside, you didn't run over someone . Days like this happen to everyone so go easy on yourself and judge yourself harshly. Better luck next time I guess. 
. Days like this happen to everyone so go easy on yourself and judge yourself harshly. Better luck next time I guess. •
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The bad vibes were after you today. I hope both sides of your pillow are cool. Sending the best of vibes. Hope things started to get better 
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•What a long terrible day!! Sorry that it went so wrong. I hope you will at least be able to get a good rest at the end of it and that tomorrow will be better.
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