Turning Out III

I hope you like this two as much as I do because I can't stop drawing them–

I find really funny how 13 yo me wrote Kiliam (in my head, I never got to the part of the story when he actually appears) to be this BBEG who kept comiting horrible crimes, and now I've turned him into my evil blorbo with ADHD and internalised aphobia

I'm actually a little mad with myself because there's people out there who genuenly believe that aro people are just "straight men who want to get into queer spaces and abuse women" and for starters, that's the most stupid thing I've ever heard. But that's also quite literally Kiliam (but he's genuenly anatractional) and I've tried to but I just really can't see him as alloallo. But I'm telling myself it's okey because Noemi is also explicitly aroace :') and I, an aroace person, deserve to write aroace villains venga por favor–

Anyways Kiliam obviously is NOT evil because he's aroace he's just evil and aroace. And he keeps doing all kinds of horrible stuff that he doesn't give a fuck about but every once in a while he does feel very guilty about everything he's done to Lyan (AS HE SHOULD). He cares very deeply about her and is very aware that she loves him in a way he can't love her back and he just. Doesn't understand why :')

And for him being anatractional is this very deep secret nobody knows but. Lyan knows. They got very drunk once and he ended up telling her, he just doesn't remember it akhdkfkgkg but she does and decided that it's better to not let him know she knows.


[Also even tho I keep drawing them as a couple and mention multiple times that they do love each other please!!! Don't forget Kiliam is a shitty person who ruined her life!!! And would do it again!!! He's the evil blorbo for a reason!!! I just find their relationship very interesting akdhfkgkg]